Before I met Anita, I felt like a balloon – shiny and fun on the outside but hollow on the inside. Then I met Anita and she immediately saw inside of me and said, “No, the inside is the best bit.” And I believed her.
Because she believed in me, I believed in myself. I learned [...]
Wall post late 2005:
It is not true to say that God wants to teach us something in our trials. Through every could He brings our way, He wants us to unlearn something. His purpose in using the cloud is to simplify out beliefs until out relationship with Him is exactly like that of a child [...]
Wall post from late 2005:
Service without spirituality is exhausting and hopeless; but in the same respect, spirituality without service is barren and selfish. We need to unite the two and do it all “as unto the Lord”. When we do that, something wonderful happens to out work in the kitchen. Sinks turn into sanctuaries, mops [...]
This morning I stumbled across a box of more than 60 wall posts and notes that Anita left in a folder called “Personal Bible”. In 1999, I introduced Anita to the idea of a personal bible from a book I was reading called “Secrets of the Great Minds”. This idea was to write down in [...]
This is a longer essay that Anita wrote, most likely for an English class in the fall of her senior year. This was a more in depth version of her college entrance essay that I previously published, “A significant experience“. As I have examined Anita’s writings from high school on, I am more convinced that [...]
Learn sign language
Make a comfortable living by working out of my home
Learn how to speak Spanish fluently
Learn how to speak French fluently
Travel to France with my best friend, Sophie, and her family
Know a lot about wine
Collect beautiful photographs
Visit Italy
Write something significant
dated December 20, 2006
From Anita’s “GOD” file – written February 22, 2009
How do we face the hard times and keep going?
2 Corinthians Chapter 12, 7th verse
Because of this surpassing greatness of the revelations, for this reason, to keep me from exalting myself, thorn in the flesh – prayed the Lord that it might leave me, and He has [...]
I was having a hard time last week, at least until Wednesday. Feeling bad for myself, lonely, like my life was out of control and that I just couldn’t do anything right. About mid-day on Wednesday, I started going through Anita’s “GOD” file and reading about her struggles that she gave up to God. The [...]
From Anita’s “God” file – mid 2009
Mine is a peanut-butter-and-chocolate life. Filled with pairs of things that are quite the opposite and seem, to the casual observer, to be strange & impossible bedfellows, yet seem to find their meeting place in me.
- the non-traditional (racially, mom at home) traditional family (1 parent raises the children, [...]
The next song on Anita’s Mix is “Sunday Morning” by Maroon 5.
Lyrics:
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up [...]